I found out how hard it is to quit smokeing. Fucking hell is it hard, the other day i started shakeing since i need a cig really bad, but i waged it off, and went on, now i am sitting at my bros while these two smoke, and i say nothing about how bad i want to have one meh i am better off being done with smokeing. I hope this makes alot og you happy that i quit, i am. Now i am going to e in better shape, and sexier than ever Muhahaha. oh well on to difrent means. I am trying despratly to get over my jelousie issues but thats not working to well, i hope they will clear out, well i think they are so bad is due to i have grown so attached to a person, that they feel as if we where together, but that is not the case, i gusse i need to relax and see what happends. Now i need to gather some money, and stomp some ass since i have been robed once last year at thanks giving, I had alil more than 25 dollars took form me. The money was going to be used on going acrossed the great lakes to vist some one special to me, that i love and care for deeply. I gusse it was never meant for us to meet. I dunno i am trying my hardest to get over there but every time i nearly succed some one snatches it away from me.... Oh well wish me best of luck to vist this person.

In another means, i have got an infected tooth that is now bothering the hell out of me. I have to go get it pulled when the infection goes away v.v, thats going to hurt and coast me about 200 to get both done.

Peace,
Jin